A Secret Addiction to Popular Fiction
By Sidney Heyward
As a child, the highlight of my Sunday morning was found
in the glossy pages of the funny papers. Sitting in my mother's or
father's lap, I would listen to the story accompanying the bright
illustrations with delight. But one day my mother informed me that
she would only be reading me two comics; if I wanted to know what
words accompanied the other strips, I would have to learn to read
them myself. And that was the beginning of my love affair with
reading.
Never a task for me, my friends would always be shocked
at my love of a good book. When my friends wouldn't touch a book
without pictures, I would relish the rainy days when I could curl up
with a chapter book. I really thought this made me cool--
thank god I was nave enough not to realize just how sad my obsession
could be: many a night my mom would have to take my book from me when
she found me huddled under the covers with a flashlight. And would
have to move it into her room when I had taken it back from the
hallway when she turned off her light.
I always have had a way of getting lost in a good novel.
The types of books I read have changed over the years, but still I
read in the same manner. My head clears of everything that happens
in my own, often hectic, world to immerse myself in the book's world;
reading is my yoga, my meditation. But this total immersion has
caused problems as of late. I cannot make the commitment to a novel
that I cannot put down. Thank god for short stories: they give me my
hit without keeping me up all night, turning page after page into the
early morning.
But occasionally, I find myself with the luxury of enough
time to read a real book, guilt-free, or simply must do so. My
choice of novel... Sporadic. Sometimes it's literature,
sometimes a spy novel, sometimes a mystery. I read the Harry Potter
books when the bookstore is empty and no one sees me buy them. I
seem to find myself mostly reading a genre of books I like to
call "Young Women Trying to Get Their Shit Together." Bridget
Jones Diary, Confessions of a Shopaholic, A Girl's
Guide to Hunting and Fishing, these are the books that my friends
suggest to me. These are the books I find myself
reading.
Like any genre, there are certain common charachteristics
to all of these books. The main character is age 22-30. She is not
an ugly girl, but nor is she a beauty. She has a dead end job. Her
friends are few and often not supportive enough. Ditto her family.
She never has a boyfriend. She is searching through the fog for the
path to the rest of her life, but somehow keeps getting lost along
the way.
By the end of the book, she has achieved two or more of
the following: made herself over, found a good job, made better
friends, reconciled with her family, found a man. In any case, the
book ends on a note that suggests that she is finally on that path to
the rest of her life. While reading these books, I find them
humorous. But as that I am graduating in May and still have no job,
etc., I think that they are adding to my own neuroses. And spy
novels are out as well, with the impending conflict in the Middle
East. So I guess I still have mystery novels. And I hear that the
new Harry Potter is coming out soon.