From Garbage-Muncher to Feeling Junkie
By Sean Thomason
I guess I grew up on trash. The novels that made up the vast majority of my adolescent
pleasure-reading fell into one of three categories: science-fiction, fantasy, or horror. In
saying this, I don�t mean to condemn these genres in their entirety � each of them contains
some books that even the harshest critics would consider �of worth.� It�s just that most of
the books I read within these genres were trash. Science fiction adventures which repeated
the same sagas of intergalactic war time and time again, complete with scantily clad
frightened females on the cover, epic fantasy series that just weakened and regurgitated
Tolkien, and pages upon pages of Stephen King and a few of his imitators. Though I call
these books trash now, I still fondly remember the delight I found in reading them at the
time, and don�t regret having spent so much time with them � I doubt that I�d be a much
happier or enriched person if I�d used my pre-teen and teenage years to work my way through
a list of the classics, especially since my attention span for stories that didn�t involve
unnecessarily convoluted and epic plots with lots of violence was extraordinarily short.
But, for some reason, this era passed. I don�t recall it being a gradual shift, either, it
seems as if my turn toward a different sort of fiction in my pleasure-reading was relatively
sudden. It occurred around senior year in high school. I started to spend my leisure time
reading books set in the contemporary, ordinary world, as opposed to distant galaxies,
hackish fantasy realms, and sleepy New England towns with dark supernatural secrets. I can
imagine a few sensible reasons for this shift, most of them centering upon a strong AP
English teacher who changed the way I thought about writing, yet the clearest and most
definite cause is simply that I no longer drew excitement from those books. Excitement was
the key source of pleasure I had found in them, in breathtaking battle sequences and
drawn-out moments of suspense � but this effect had faded. These novels no longer did it
for me, and I realized that reading them had just become a tedious, though still comfortable
process of going through the motions.
The new fuel for the fire of reading enjoyment came from somewhere else, and, upon
reflection, I think the new source was simply feeling. The books I�ve come to enjoy
since the shift are all bound together by their basic ability to make me feel something
genuine, whether good, bad, or even a neutrality that can be powerful in its hollowness (a
good example of a book that brought on this remarkable hollow feeling is Camus� The
Stranger). These days, if I�m reading a book and I haven�t felt anything significant by
the end of the first one hundred pages or so, I�ll probably set it aside and look for
something else.
Another characteristic that I look for in a book is a comic edge. I appreciate humor,
either light-hearted or dark, deeply ironic or goofy, in books of any genre, from any
period. It�s hard to tell whether a novel is funny by examining its exterior, however � I
don�t trust the critical blurbs, even when they promise that a book is �HILARIOUS!� or �AN
ABSOLUTE RIOT!� � I�ve found that the best sources for evaluations of a book�s humor content
are friends and family members. In fact, word-of-mouth has become my most relied-upon
indicator of what to read next. Both the book I�m finishing now, Michael Chabon�s The
Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay, and the next book I�ll read for pleasure (which
might not come until this summer, depending on how my schoolwork this semester goes), Dave
Eggers� A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius, were recommended by friends. I
trust that both will provide me with plenty of laughter and feeling � if not, I�ll go read
some piece of trash I missed on the first go-around to clear my brain.
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